School....

I sure hope I'll be able to go to college either this fall or next spring. I hate homeschooling. I am just so ready to get on with the next chapter of my life. I was thinking about going to Roosevelt University in Chicago for something to do with music, but while I was reading their website, I realized that this University has one of the best arts programs in the States. So I threw that idea out the window because you have to be amazing and rich to go to that school. My goal is to go to a school that is at least three hours away. I'm just tired of being home. I would kind of like to experience some different things. We'll see what will happen in the future. Lord willing I'll be able to get into a good school. It's all in His hands.

One step foward, two steps back. I could rant and go on about how upset I am right now, but that's not very cool. I'm trying to be content in what ever situation I am in, it's just very hard at times. I am going to be in this situation for a long time so I am going to have to try and be content and handle things in a mature way. God, give me strength!