I didn't think I was going to get a blog, I mean I already have facebook, xanga, myspace, and recently I have started tweeting. But here I am.... I just couldn't resist.
Two hours of piano a day is a lot of work! Getting ready for auditions is a lot of work! I know I wont make it to state to try out for scholarships.... I just know its good for me, and my mom wants me to. I'm not so sure that piano is really my thing, I like playing and I know I am somewhat decent at it but, I know I'm not the best.
I'm a senior this year, and people keep asking me what I am going to do after I graduate. I don't know what I'm going to do! School started two weeks ago and I feel so stressed out about what I am going to do next year! Life sucks! But I know I'm just saying that because life is hard. I know that God will works things out in his own timing.
Everyday I think about Life Action. I think about how it was one of the best things I have ever done in my life. I also think about how much I miss having chapel twice a day and how much I grew in the Lord. Ever since I have been back, I think about how I grew so much in my faith while I was there. And now that I am not going to chapel twice a day, and don't have the accountability here like I did there, I feel like I have taken a few steps backwards instead of forward. I want to go back soo much but, I know there is so much to do here at home.
Life is hard, but in the end, you'll look back and see that it was all worth it
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